im in love with someone recently but i'm afraid that this breaks the relationship now as friends.
i'm afraid to loose that some one important in my life and as a friend. what if i just admit it, will it effect what ever we are in now? will it seperate us?
1 day without you sms-ing to me I feel there is something missing on that day...
i can't never talk to u you, not even for 1 day...don't ask me why cause i don't really have that answer.
some how now i want to tell you but when i face you, the words can never come out, it's stuck in my heart and it somehow hurts inside there somewhere somehow, i don't actually know what's going on with me nowadays, it's damn freaking complicated. i'm afraid you'l reject me if i tell you the truth about my feelings about you from the beggining when we 1st get along together well and until now...will you feel the same or you'll reject me and break my heart into a million pieces? but my heart has been broken before, if you break it another time it will take another person to fix it back for me cause i cant fix it back myself.
i don't know why i will fall in love again.
didn't expect this would happen again it's like history repeating itself...
maybe this time i can't take my pain in my heart anymore might leads me into another depression and will soon leads to a suicide...
what should i do with my complicated feelings bout you?
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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