EmpTy

I wanted to tell you something but when ever I see you I forget my words
in other words you r some one dat is too special
when ever I see you my brain is empty leaving only your face in my head
now.....
Im empty.....
because you are no more in my life anymore
you had left me for your own good
now......
I tried to write something bout you but Im so EMPTY
there is something left out
there is something that i've left out which I'm not so sure whats that
but all I know for now is
Im empty

my heart still misses som1 dat i love so much last time and now i still love "dat person" alot....
no metter wat happens my heart will stil b missing dat person coz of my blind love feelings 2wards "dat person"
i dunno wats wit me
u can call me stupid,nut case,crazy,out of my mind,fucking bloody no brains human,etc
i will always love dat person
its been a few years since i started loving "dat person"
but all i kno my wish can nvr come tru....
ive tried 2 impress "em" but it seemed dat has no effect 2 "em"
its been a let down
but all i kno i still love "em" no metter wat will hapen 2 me
if i die...
i'll die loving "em"
love is blind n strong
and
it shall nvr b stopped 1ce u love a special som1

Lov3 Life sux

everytime i c her i feel very depressed
everytime i c her i feel very nervous
everytime i c her i feel scared
everytime i c her my heart will stop a few seconds
everytime i c her i feel left out
n everytime i c her i feel like saying I LOVE U..
but i dunno y i cant express it out
i just cant let it out frm my heart
its just kept it lock der
i cant imagine it if she cannot accept it
im willing 2 kill myself..
its all in my head..
i just get it out
I lOVE HER VERY MUCH..
cant stop it
cant 4get it
its all in my head
its so painful

why

why is der always a person 2 make u feel down wenever u r happy ??
why is der sadness in life...
why r der noobs ppl 2 make ur whole day like a living hell
i just do not get wads life all about...
why is der always a blockage wen ever v r almost half way 2 our destination
i just cant understand wats life all about...
is it trying 2 tell me smtg??
is it trying 2 make me feel bad??
is it normally like dat??
is it trying 2 lead me 2 somwer??
man....i just cant figyre it out...
WATS LIFE ALL ABOUT MAN....
ITS SOME HOW LIKE A SHIT FEELING...
DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL....
ITS SO HARD...